Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Wasted Talent

Yes Mel, a whole entry dedicated to the wasted talent, pointless crush and potential lack of potential. But I'm obsessed and I'd like to make sure I log down the fact that he put a mark in my history.

Amazing fate, amazing coincidence. Which one, you decide. Amazing personality, so fucking my type. Disgusting.

Always perfect person and wrong timing. Why sweets, why did you come here at the wrong time? Perhaps 2 years earlier would have been nice? But then again I wouldn't have become the person I am right now and nor would you. So is cool I guess."We'll just feed off each other." Sounds just about right.

We're going to fuck and you don't know it yet. You love me, but you don't know it yet. You're gonna regret having met me, and you don't know it yet. I'm going to enjoy every little bit, I already know that. I'm going to regret having done anything with you, I already know that. I'm gonne be fucked over in end, I already know that. "Tonight we must toast to faith!" And fate hun... and fate.

And by the way, thank you for the amazing ego booster you've given me. And also the reason to look forward to the day. Oh, and giving me something to think about and fantasise again. I lost that for a while, but little adventures like you, give me a reason to think up of granduous dreams and silly nothings. So I'll definately see you in my head again and again... and again. "Would have stayed longer but I couldn't take the dizzying spell." And again.

::me:: at 21:22