Sunday, March 14, 2004

as quickly as it starts

it stops. amazing. i'm feeling quite empty today. no wait, make that extremely. i didn't get to wake up in time for my first class and i suspect my mother secretly boycotted me. ah well. i should get used to it. but anyway.

i'm in dire need for some love. trully, downright, love. i just need to be held for a while or perhaps to hug and to be hugged back. *sigh* so very tired of everything. i can't even type. i can't seem to put my thoughts into proper sentences. and i really can't be bothered to for that matter.

so why bother typing? well. i'm bored. i'm alone in this room, listening to streamed in radio music that keeps stopping at the best parts and it's wet outside. i don't feel like getting wet... in that way at least. fuck. i need love.

::me:: at 22:20