Saturday, April 17, 2004

Blueprints

I went to sleep with an empty feeling inside and I woke up with the same feeling. I've just taken an extremely long shower to calm down and cool off and just keep busy. I've been thinking of different ways to run away. Been drawing up plans in my head and thinking about the right time to do it. How to do it. Where will I be when I do it. Where do I get the money to do it. Who might I be able to bunk with. Where will I run to. Within America, when I hit Spain and then fly somewhere else. Or what.

Yup. Seriously planning it out. Just really gotta get all the details worked out.

I'm going to go now and try to feel better.

::me:: at 01:31