Saturday, September 18, 2004

But then again

I've come to the conclusion that all this hurt I'm feeling is only something I have deserved. I fucked him over, so in turn, I get fucked up. It's a direct link through the confusing tangle of karma. Simple.

So like any other zen achieving person, I'll take it like a man with a 12 inch penis and move on because I should have a long time ago. Retribution is something I was waiting for and now the cycle is complete. Matter of perspective. It's been done.

The chapter has truly been closed now. Now I wonder what he's going to get for fucking a friend and in turn what the friend will get for fucking a boyfriend. Unless she's going through it or constantly will be going through it, it doesn't matter anymore. My story's done.

Breathing in deeply, I bow my head to the matador and his bull. Even though the bulls horn is planted deep in my fucking thigh.


::me:: at 13:42