Friday, December 17, 2004

Closure is being hit by a Bus.

big fat fucking hairy deal is what i say!

fuck all that. really. fuck it all! so much bullshit coming from one tiny person. nonsense! all of it! everything that was said!truly. enough wasting my precious fucking emotions for a cause not even worthy of a fight. perhaps it was before, but now... NO NO NO. i refuse to ruin what i have now for a mere castle in the sky.

i will not pity, be guilty or continue to carry the blame on my broken back. i will not see it as my fault. i will acknowledge my countless apologies as good enough. i will not let the past be a constant burden on the intangible of us.

i can't believe it took distance within the same country which led to moving to ANOTHER fucking country ACROSS the damn Pacific FOLLOWED by ANOTHER bloody 6 months, to finally throw the shackles of you - WHICH i had put on 2 years BACK!!!!!!

ISN'T THAT BLOODY RIDICULOUS??? ISN'T IT?!?!?! WAH FUCK. A-FUCKING-MAZING. THE END. NO MORE. STORY OVER. KO. FULL FUCKING STOP.


::me:: at 01:33